Sunday, December 24, 2006
for a while i kinda lost track of time/day.
it's been six days,
of doing nothing but bumming around.
bbq dinner last night turned out not to be a bbq but catered food,
which was fine by me cos i wasn't really hungry.
too much champagne&red wine & too little food = pinkintheface me,
after which i was forced to stop drinking by the mother.
too many young kids, (in CROCS)
too many people i didn't know,
i had my brother for company,
oh hoo-fucking-ray.
the weather's gone all bloody grey & gloomy again,
my brother's watching STAR WARS dvd just to annoy me.
so i'm off to church tonight,
to watch tiny kids sing their hearts out on christmas eve,
i really don't give a damn but i dont have a choice you see.
i think i'll go count my coins now,
'cos i reckon i've got at least maybe fortybucks,
enough for me to do some shopping at fareast with the babe who's back on the twentyeighth,
I.CANNOT.WAIT.FOR.YOU.TO.COME.BACK.SAM.
i played msn games with sam just now,
this is what my holidays have been reduced to; BEJEWELED.
i hope she gets me that cutebag & earrings,
not that i've got plans of becoming so girly anyway,
tshirt&shorts for me still please.
OH & we realised that results may be released on Valentine's,
since we know it'll be out mid feb, before CNY.
no fucking way please do not ruin my Valentine's day too dammit.
NINE MORE DAYS OMG.
ONLY NINE MORE.
I THOUGHT IT WAS ELEVEN OR SOMETHING.
NO, IT'S NINE.
THAT'S GOOD,
VERY VERY GOOD.
well the first few days were the hardest,
now i just feel kinda .. empty & weird,
not having someone to constantly go out/message/call up,
come back soooon please?
still,
i miss you.
NINE.
2:42 PM
